Joy

RELEASED ON JANUARY 18 2017

JOY
Jewly / Matt Backer

Up & down Joy, it’s really getting worse than before

Am I little miss happy?
Am I little miss mad?
If I can lose myself in work and in booze
Things don’t seem to feel so bad

Am I little miss happy?
Am I little miss sad?
I think I’m the past my place is not here anymore
Why can’t I seem to keep myself moving?
Bravery or fear? Self-will? It’s so confusing

Chorus:
Up & down Joy, it’s really getting worse than before
Up & down Joy, it’s really getting better than before

Am I the one who is smiling?
Am I the one with the blues?
Before you judge me and find me wanting
Just walk a mile in my shoes

Am I the one who is smiling?
Am I the one who is blue?
How could I think I’m the future? There’s no tomorrow
To keep myself going I’d beg, steal or borrow
Drowning in pain… Drowning in sorrow…

Chorus…
Up & down Joy, it’s really getting worse than before

Chorus…
Up & down Joy, it’s really getting worse than before
Up & down Joy, it’s really getting better…
Up & down Joy, it’s really getting worse…
Up & down Joy, it’s really getting better than before